I feel fat and clumsy today. The shirt I wore today is getting short and tight on me and that didn't help. I keep knocking things over too. Ugh!

I feel sometimes like my wheels are spinning and I'm going no where. I clean and clean and just get no where. Usually I just clean for a few hours in the morning. By the time I get the whole house done, it's time to start over. I think all the toys should go in the basement, I'm sick of picking them up in the living room and kitchen. And the food should stay in the kitchen, I'm sick of picking up crumbs all over the house. I thought my parents were mean by making me stay in the kitchen with the food, but I can understand their reasoning. And now Jess thinks its fun to fill a bucket of water and "paint my house" with her paint brush. Ugh... I'm sick of cleaning my mirrors.

I feel happy today also. We got a Buick Rendezvous SUV last night. I'm thrilled. Jessica thinks it's great. When Jeff first pulled up, she said "It's Grandma", ahhahha. That's just because it's the same color as hers, ha. We took our first drive in it today. We went to the Mcdonald's for dinner that had a play place and Jessica thought that was pretty cool. It was the first time we went to one with her. This was Jon's first time in a Mcdonald's too. I took some pics of the car but it's so damn cold I didn't take many and haven't uploaded them yet, but this is what it looks like.

I can't believe the iPod shuffles are now 50 bucks. Boy, just wait a while, and everything goes down in price. I can't believe I was stupid and washed my favorite light colored sweater with my red sheets. I'm so mad. I tried bleaching it today and it didn't work. Oh well, tomorrow I take Jon to the doc. to talk about his spitting up issues. Hopefully this pediatric gastro. doc. can help. Somedays are good, and somedays not so much!!!!