Yesterday was just not my day. I woke up at 4am and didn't fall asleep until just before the kids woke up. Jon was a crab all day. I cleaned the kitchen and living room and he was crabbing the whole time. I was hoping for a nap at our usual 2pm, but he wouldn't have it. I think he was having stomach troubles yesterday or something, who knows. I know all about stomach pain when you can't go. Of course by dinner time the living room and kitchen looked like I didn't even touch it, which drives me nuts. I feel like that's all I'm doing is cleaning cleaning cleaning. I feel like saying to hell with it. We had heart pizza's for dinner from Papa Romano's, they were very good. Here's my 31 month old.... time is just flying by......

She can be so cute. Daddy is the battery changer. So when he brought in the incrediblock from the garage he forgot to put them in there. So when he finally did, she was overjoyed. Everytime she presses the button she says "thank you dada", ahhaha. And for dinner, how did she know it was my idea to have heart shaped pizza... she kept saying "thank you mama, mmmm", hahaha. But then there are other times, where she just doesn't listen. And then add Jon's whining, I had a bad day, lots of bad thoughts in my head. When I put Jon to bed, I went to bed. I didn't fall asleep until 930pm, but I was very tired.

My bed is out to get me. I've said that all along. We got the bed when we first moved in here. And I've been pregnant practically the whole life of the bed. But I think even when I'm not pregnant it gives me pains. I tell the chiropractor that my bed keeps him in business. Every night is the night from hell. I lay on one side until I wake with pain... my back hurts, my should blades feel like they are about to break, my neck hurts, my hips hurt, my arm falls asleep and is all tingling, and even my ear was hurting, so then I flip over... until an hour later the same thing happens on the other side. I try my back for relief, but I have a hard time sleeping on my back, and it's not a good idea when you are pregnant. So all night, I am up every hour in pain, and of course while I am awake I have to pee. So do I get any rest?

We used to have a select comfort bed. Why we got rid of it, who knows. Another stupid thing I've done in life. It did have problems keeping air on the one side, but even if we bought a replacement for it, that would have been smarter than get to rid of it. The couple who lived here before left their bedroom set, and they had a queen bed frame and my select comfort was a king, and I thought King would take up too much of our small room. How stupid, when you spend 4 years in heaven, why would you go to hell. I ask myself that all the time. I'd really like a tempurpedic bed. I think we need to rob a bank or plant a money tree in the backyard.

If the money tree grew, I'd buy a new body, no matter what it costs. The one I have isn't worth a damn. I have issues from my head to my feet. 31 years old and I'm ready to trade it in. It's not just my pregnant aches and pains, I have issues and lots of them.

Oprah had a Cosby show reunion on there a few days ago. That was cool. I love that show. "Rudy" said she didn't realize when she was on the show how ground breaking it was until she went to college and in her sociology class there was a chapter on the cosby show. She thought that was so cool that she was in the text books. Suze Orman was on there yesterday. She gives great advice.

Jeff's tire is messed up, he put fixaflat in it, I hope that works. I do not want to put a dime in a car we are getting rid of in 2 months. And knowing our luck, it won't work out that way. We just need to hurry and get our taxes done. I'm already spending the money we don't have yet, hahaha. That's the story of my life.

Oh well, that's my update. I hope today's better, but I have a feeling I'll be in a better mood after the chiropractors tomorrow. At least I'll be able to function better. I'm sick of going every week, but I have no choice. I hope the kids are good tomorrow at the doctor's, but of course it's prime nap time for Jon. When isn't prime nap time for Jon? Will I be housebound forever? I know it will get better when they are all older, right?

I think I may have felt the baby move last night but I'm not sure. For a while I've felt bubbles in my tummy but up too high, so it must have been gas. And the pain I feel where the baby is, must just be ovary pain, because a lot of times when I get up, I feel a sharp pain in my ovaries. I don't know what that's all about. But last night I thought I felt a small poke, but only once. It's not the same as the other two, they gave a distict "twinge". I felt it with Jess at 18 weeks and Jon 16 weeks. I'm 16 weeks now. So who knows. Soon enough I'll be complaining of all the pain I am in, when s/he's kicking the shit out of me. Those last two months are killers. I have tall babies so they like to kick the living day lights out of me... lots of back pain.