Yesterday afternoon/evening/night was not good. I'm too tired to even explain, but it was another whirlwind and I was in a bad mood (what's new?).

Today... my SIL came over, and I headed out to a Mom 2 Mom sale (where I found a ton of great outfits for a great bargain, instead of the big price that I paid for a few outfits in the store the other night). And got some great clothes for the kids, and Jon got a much needed snowsuit/jacket. Both kids now are set for playing in the snow, the outfits are big, but will work for this year and next and that's a good thing.

Went to a Wedding shower in the afternoon, had a great time. It was wonderful to have adult conversation, have a meal cooked for me, be able to eat it without interruption and there were no dishes to do. Someone should get married once a month, hahaha! I can't wait for the Wedding, me and hubby get to go out (ALONE)!!!!!!!!!!!! Well worth the price of the gift. SIL said she'd watch the kids, god help her. She understands how much I have my hands full, just dealing with them for a few hours today. Everyone wants your attention at the same time. It's quite a balancing act.

Came home, played with the kids outside, tried to get more pics of Jon toddling along, had dinner, cleaned up the kitchen/basement quickly, then started the big project of vacuuming, shampooing the carpet and furniture. Zzzzz... barely got done in time to give kids baths, put them to bed, and now I am going to go to bed. We'll have to do the kitchen floors tomorrow, there just isn't enough hours in the day.

I see Jon's left hand lower molar coming in, and his poor gums are so swollen there. He's just getting hit one right after the other.

While cleaning today we found a cracked "letter factory" dvd, which angers and saddens me. Jess gets a hold of them, and god knows where they end up. But I guess if I would have taken it out of the DVD player right away and put it way up on the shelf it wouldn't have happened. But I have a BIG problem putting stuff away.

We really should go to church tomorrow to make sure everything is set for the baptism next week. I'm not in the mood, I have no idea how the night is going to go, and there are tons of things I want to get done around the house. Is that enough excuses, or should I come up with some more.

Jeff didn't even get a chance to go grocery shopping today. We need to not have so much junk food in the house. Normally I make good choices, but being the emotional eater I am, I make many many poor choices at certain times. And just taking care of the kids and the house tires me out, plus lack of sleep, and I haven't been doing the Wii Fit. Which depresses me. I could go on, but like I said, I am soooooooooooooooo tired!

Jeff said he'd take the night shift, I'm grateful, but I feel bad... he works all day, I work him to death at home... the kids are so time consuming, I feel awful..... but not awful enough to refuse the help...... a good nights sleep might do me good and improve my mood.... although I feel like I can never catch up on the month I've missed. I hate that I've been so moody lately.

And is it that time of the month or not. I'm confused. And it sounds crazy that I don't know. I think so, but it's not as bad as it normally is, just spotting, probably because I just bled for a whole month, what's left in me. But I have all the other wonderful symptoms. Oh well, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. My back hurts and I am going to bed!