Life

Last night I was up late. I stumbled across several blog sites that caught my interest. Who knew blogging would become so main stream, even the news people have blog sites. Although I consider myself a pretty good writer (I usually spell things correctly, my grammar is pretty good, I've seen much worse), these sites blew me away. The blogs were actually interesting to read. And I could relate to so many of their "stories".

So I think I need to "pump up the pace" here. Although every day life is interesting to me, I should really try and write with more meaning. Even though my audience is very small, I'm mostly just writing all this for myself. Something to look back on, and analyze. And if anyone cares to comment on it, I'll take it with a grain of salt.

So many things were running through my head last night when I went to bed (thus why it took me 2 hours to fall asleep). So many goals never reached, so many projects never finished. I feel like sometimes I have the mind of a two year old and something only holds my interest for a little while before I get bored with it. In 2008, I really want to make changes in my life. And not just say I'm going to make the changes, but really do them. I need to be more organized. I need to make lists. I need to prioritize things, and not get side tracked so easily. My days go by very fast, but what was actually accomplished at the end of the day? I want to set a good example for my kids. I don't want them to see Mommy who has her head in 50 different directions without a clear end in sight.

I'm not depressed, although I have been in the past. I don't want to go there. I really do love my life, I love my kids, I love my husband, I love that I am able to stay home and be the primary care giver of them. I just feel a little stressed, yes, that would describe how I feel. Not one thing in particular, it's 50 different things.

"This too shall pass"
"What doesn't break us, will only make us stronger"

I really believe in those quotes. In my 30 years I've learned about all the ups and downs of life. And really it could be much worse. But I have a roof over my head, wheels under my ass, food in my belly, and the love of family and friends. What more do I need?

I have no idea where I'm going with this post, or where I've been, hahaha! And I'm sure at any minute I'll hear one or maybe two little ones who want me, so off I go. I'm sure I'll update again later, I'm in a talkative mood!