Rough night, as usual. She's sleeping now, I'm not even going to bother to feed her yet, just wait a few hours. She doesn't sleep through the night anyhow, so what's the different when her final bottle is... if that's what you want to call it. I tried napping this evening, and was taking sooo long to fall asleep... it was pissing me off, finally I did, but then it was just about time to get up and put the kids to bed. Jeff put Jon to bed, and he was crying his eyes out, that's what woke me. I feel a bit better. I can't believe how humid it is... chilly, but very humid!

I actually got to talk on the phone today, without major meltdowns in the background, that was a rare bonus. Poor Jon, he is in some major pain with this molar coming in. I'm tempted to look up some homeopathic remedies to help him out, I'll try anything. In my bad mood, I told Jeff at lunch I was going to order some take out from a restaurant for dinner. But I changed my mind and I made dinner, we had tuna for dinner, it was good... with some tator tots and green beans.

I actually got to read a few pages from a book I've been trying to read "You, the owner's manual" and they recommend eating more fish. I was going to order some Salmon. I really am not a fish eater, but I really haven't experimented with much. I don't like to try new things. But we did buy some wheat germ and I used it in the meatloaf and you couldn't even tell. Now if I could get used to fat free milk or whole wheat bread, I'd be doing good. But that's just plain yucky, hahaha!

I'd really like to go out to eat... just the two of us, we haven't done that in years, pathetic I know. After I get the "Essure" procedure done, I'd really like to rent a motel along with that wonderful peaceful dinner. We'd have a lot more privacy than we have here, you never know when you'll get interrupted or walked in on, ugh! I really do miss pre-kids life in that aspect.

Jess is so funny, she has been enjoying that Elefun game, but gets frustrated when she can't win. I keep telling her you need to practice. So she brought it upstairs and practiced and did better, although Jon tried also, but just got in the way. And when Jeff comes home and we are eating dinner, you never know what's going to come out of her mouth. She was saying how I tripped on her. We were downstairs, and I was walking one way, and she was walking the other way. She rattles off all kinds of things to Daddy. Shhh... he'll find out all I do is sit and eat bon bons all day, hahahaha!

Oh well, I always say I'm not going to write a long blog entry, because I have so many other things to do on the computer, and here I am several paragraphs later........