I have lots I want to do, but I'll write a quick update. This baby of mine, up both nights. Always an hour after I fall asleep. Friday night after two hours of fussiness I called for backup and Jeff fell asleep on the couch with her. And last night, same deal, but I actually remained cool and just watched a few shows I taped and 2 hours later was able to get her to go to bed. Not sure what's going on..... but it's driving me nuts.

My friend cooked me spaghetti & meatballs on Saturday as an early birthday celebration.... they were awesome.... and then we watched MADE OF HONOR... great movie, predictable ending, but loved this romantic comedy.... so it was a great ending to a crazy day. Sometimes I feel like I am taking 2 steps forward and 3 steps back. Simple household chores are very difficult to complete. But I'm able to complete some of them, so I guess it's better than nothing. When Jeff gets home that's when I can complete the rest. However you can get it done, right?!

Today we did our cleaning, more laundry, etc... Made zucchini bread (Jeff did), with my Mom's recipe... turned out good.... should have added nuts.... would have been better...... made some chocolate chip cookies....... made dinner for my cousin and had our holiday get together today.... The kids were so funny, they were having such a great time with the tissue paper, ripping it, throwing it all around, making a pile and jumping in it... who cares about the clothes, book, stuffed animal they got, ahhaha! Preview of christmas... I can't wait!

Oh and I'm finally going through the after pregnancy shedding thing, and it's not pretty... I really thought that with the other two I did it after 2-3 months... not 4-5...... clumps... in the bathtub, on the bathroom floor, in my hair brush... oh the joys!